Be Still

I was right there

God was beside me

then I wandered away

don’t really know why

easily distracted I suppose

or just not feeling it

but feeling what I thought

there is a spark deep inside of me

that listens out for you

in the words of other people

in the breeze, sometimes when I look at the birds or bees

or other lifeforms going about their day

but who am I, what will become of me

if I am not vigilant

is that even possible

am I humble enough

to not procrastinate

and just become another histrionic Christian

waiting for the end of the world

so I can say I told you so

is that even right

what is the right thing to do

I am right here