I was right there
God was beside me
then I wandered away
don’t really know why
easily distracted I suppose
or just not feeling it
but feeling what I thought
there is a spark deep inside of me
that listens out for you
in the words of other people
in the breeze, sometimes when I look at the birds or bees
or other lifeforms going about their day
but who am I, what will become of me
if I am not vigilant
is that even possible
am I humble enough
to not procrastinate
and just become another histrionic Christian
waiting for the end of the world
so I can say I told you so
is that even right
what is the right thing to do
I am right here
waiting